Life is a fierce business, no one gets out of it alive. 

as someone so wonderfully said, and yet it’s very common for us to avoid it like the plague, death, that is. It’s going to happen to us all and yet on the whole we just don’t want to look at it, talk about it, think about it or even entertain the idea of its existence.… Continue reading Life is a fierce business, no one gets out of it alive. 

endings

It feels like it’s been a long while since I last wrote a blog, perhaps two months absence is, compared to the usual fortnightly or thereabouts. I seem to have lost my flow, for writing, for making, going quiet, a lot of thinking, a lot of feeling, a lot of questioning, reflecting, more reflection, revelations.… Continue reading endings

where my brother’s dreams were made. & laid

I made the decision last month to go to Rhodes/Rodos this year, and see where my brother died. I was thinking October time when it’ll be a bit cooler, and also how nice it would be if one of my besties, R, came with me, but not feeling too sure if she’d fly or not,… Continue reading where my brother’s dreams were made. & laid

tears and joy

a special day deserves special treats especially wrapped up like little sweets for what would have been my brother’s birthday little treats totalled 24 pounds 24, the age when he suddenly died and a woman waiting to purchase a ring would you believe it was her birthday too synchronicity always my tiger my rock happy… Continue reading tears and joy