endings

It feels like it’s been a long while since I last wrote a blog, perhaps two months absence is, compared to the usual fortnightly or thereabouts. I seem to have lost my flow, for writing, for making, going quiet, a lot of thinking, a lot of feeling, a lot of questioning, reflecting, more reflection, revelations.… Continue reading endings

out loud I write – what I miss

A few days ago I went on one of my little trips to Sainsbury’s. I’m not particularly partial to a big shop, little and often is more my style.  As I walked through the green lit barriers that had automatically opened before me I veered to the left only to be arrested by a card… Continue reading out loud I write – what I miss

where my brother’s dreams were made. & laid

I made the decision last month to go to Rhodes/Rodos this year, and see where my brother died. I was thinking October time when it’ll be a bit cooler, and also how nice it would be if one of my besties, R, came with me, but not feeling too sure if she’d fly or not,… Continue reading where my brother’s dreams were made. & laid

tears and joy

a special day deserves special treats especially wrapped up like little sweets for what would have been my brother’s birthday little treats totalled 24 pounds 24, the age when he suddenly died and a woman waiting to purchase a ring would you believe it was her birthday too synchronicity always my tiger my rock happy… Continue reading tears and joy